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[20 May 2008|07:12pm] |
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sooooo i havent written in this thing in over a year now. and i cant even begin to tell you how much has changed....where do i even begin...
Sooooooooooo after i lost the baby my relationship went to shit. to make a long story short, we went our own ways and we now try to maintain a friendship that is damn near impossible. Mainly because he cant deal with the fact that i have no desire to be with a man. Right after we broke up, i started dating Monica. Jumping right into another relationship wasnt exactly the smartest thing. So we were on and off for about 7 months. I recently started dating this girl Courtney. Who, let me tell you...is the most amazing, beautiful, wonderful, incredible, sexy, fabulous and sweetest person i have ever come in contact with in my life. Im so in love. Ill leave it at that...
I also quit gymboree and was offered an amazing job at one of the biggest tattoo shops in my area. Piercing alone i make more than enough to support myself and my bad habits. Its wonderful.
I really cant complain.
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soooo i lost the baby at 9 weeks. i didnt find out till i was 11 weeks. i knew it would happen, thats my luck.
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[04 Apr 2007|10:12pm] |
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so i havent written in ages. After living in Philadelphia for almost 2 years Adam and i decided to move back to ny. Right about a week before my 21st birthday. We a had a nice sized party and i got to see plently of people i havent seen in a while. I guess its a good thing we moved closer to our families anyway, cause im about 7 weeks pregnant. Yeaaaah im gonna be a mommy. Im so excited i cant even express it. Not excited about the fabulous morning sickness, diarrhea or gas that takes over my body everyday, but the fact that i am going to have my own little family. I transfered from the Gymboree in Philly to the Gymboree in Ny and they pay twice as good. As much as i miss my kids and co workers in Philly, im hoping it will end up just as good out here. Mine and adams life together gets better by the day. We both have fabulous jobs and a wonderful life together. I cant wait to officially be the Cherones.
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[06 Aug 2006|12:38pm] |
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ive been trying to keep myself occupied. finding some hobbys and what not to keep my mind off the pain. everything from buying a brand new sewing machine, to painting my nails a different color. i need something new in my life and for the first time ever its not a man. i always go through this. every couple of months i get so bored with my life that i need a drastic change and usually i just go out and find myself a new man. i like my man, a lot and i dont feel its neccassary to change him. ever. so ive been on the hunt for a new woman, a new style, a new hair color,a new job, a new pair of glasses anything. something that will make me feel different about myself. i need to work out. ill make that my new hobby.
I really want to go dancing. its been too long. i need the nightclub vibe. i just want to dance. i dont want to wait another 6 months till im 21 to have fun. its not like i drink so unlike everyone else, im not rushing to turn 21 to get wasted, just so i can find a decent place to go dancing.
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[01 Jun 2006|01:15pm] |
guitar hero is the most amazing game ever. i kicked cowboys from hells ass on the medium level. im ready for the harder ones lol. and i need these shoes. like now.
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[14 Apr 2006|03:16pm] |
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i havent written in this for a while. well basically my life hasnt changed. im still in philly. i register for my classes next week and will officially be starting college in july. im not married yet, but still happily engaged. i still cant seem to hold on to a job and im back at cremalita. i finally got a cell under my own name and am paying all my bills on time with the exception of my gas bill. im satisfied with 2 credit cards for the most part but thank god i have adam to stop me from getting more. i miss my mom more than i can explain and i wish she would visit me more. i really cannot wait to start school. i cant wait to become a journalist. i have to get ready for work now. i really dont feel like going but whatever, i need the cash to get my nails done this week.
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